/if you're lost, you can look, and you will find me:D

dear one and all,
i feel grateful for all those i have around me.
thanks kim, for keeping my sanity.
although i would've burst my bubble, and then, just explode, and become a horrible bitch.
so thankyou so.
thongs too, thanks,
i think that talking to you both aft sch is great.
i know i might've been the ugliest person or might've done the worse thing you've ever seen me to be or do,
but thanks for telling me to stop it.
thanks for laughing it off,
thanks for telling me that this was the only route out.

i might've gone bonkers, without you both.
thanks yq too, for messaging me and asking if i was alright:D
our secret, winkwink:D
thanks for everything you guys, including nic, xiaoyu, nattie&peiwei, mm:D
and then everyone else,
including fel, sandra, wenyi, sandra:D
daphne, helena for the hugs:D
everyone else too, thanks for everything:D

i'm glad everything's fine now.
i will keep my sanity, i will:D
and i feel that, keep your close friends close, thats good enough:D
smiley faces are many today, because i am in a great mood,
although i know nattie is really upset :/
nattie dont be afraid alright! i love you, anything you can call me, i will try to help!:D
so you cheer up alrights!

hun called me in the morning:D
told me its time to wake up cos i overslept! hahaha so jealous, he's eating buffet now! D:
i want to eat too!
hahahaha aft grow even fatter arrs, dontwant.
oh wells, ate orangebowl for dinner!
ate with nattie, well, kind of, cos like um. yeah, she was on the phone, hahahaha
cheer is fun now, because everything's great!
i think if you let yourself go, then everything's great.
think of everything thats great in life, and everything's not that bad.

miss hun, i hope hun comes for fiesta, but anyway, thongs&yq will be accompanying me.
hahahaha, while waiting for everyone:D
and then today during chinese, it was really funny, cos i was picked to share abt an article i read, and then it was abt the mayor buying chicken wings.
then my version was: the mayor was queueing for chicken wings but then the line was too long, and so he could not buy them, so he sold his own chicken wings.
hahaha, xiaoyu was like telling me the story, but then i only got half of it, hahahaha.
but the actual story was:
the mayor was waiting to buy chicken wings, then by the time it reached him, the chicken wings were all sold out. then the mayor said, "do you know who i am? i am the mayor! i am the mayor! so i demand to eat the chicken wings!" then the girl selling the chicken wings was like, "do you know who i am? i am the girl selling chicken wings!"

hahahaha dam funny.
cos the way xiaoyu said it was really funny, LOL.
tmr is going to be a better day:D
i promise.
never lose your temper, cos dont make people worry about you!

yesyes, i know kimmy is worried abt me:D
hahahahahaa.
ohyes, today i did find something out.
hilarious, i must say.
but there are some things that i do need to make clear,
number 1) i am not flirting with your boyfriend cos, i was only trying to help you both, so now i shan't be a busybody anymore:)
number 2) i must've said that i wanted to sing you jingle bells, cos i thought you were my goody secret friend, and i'm sorry if you misunderstood, and i dont want to sing you jingle bells anyway.
number 3) i am not trying to break you guys up, cos i am very happy being with philip for 13 months:)thankyouverymuch!
so if you have any misunderstandings, please clear it up with me:)
i shant want any misunderstandings caused, and i wish you both all the best and last long.

oh well, that was good, clearing everything, and getting everything off my chest.
so mm, its okay if you still think i'm a bitch:D
everyone is entitled to their own opinion:)

hohos, wrote a letter to my daxiang!
hahaha history lesson became art lesson.
kept drawing, telling myself to make everyone around me happy!
and i shall:)
try my best, that is!
hahahaha, school should be a place where everyone can study together and have fun too.

and i'm happyhappy cos i think going to see hun on fiesta!
yay:D
and then he told me everything's fine.
and ytd, i spoke to XY guy, on the phone,
hilarious much:)
hun&bhieman down there keep ha ha da siao.
LOL.
tonight get to talk to hun again.
but no fair, he still eating buffet.
with his mummy&daddy.
miss hun,
longlonglong time haven't seen you,
sorry that i can't see you this week, cos of cheer.
sorry sorry.
its okay, i know you understand, somehow:)
and so tonight i've got manymany things to tell you:D
don't fall asleep so quickly okay?
i love you a million red m&ms:D
18 lines:D

ps: it'll keep increasing everyday:D

so right now, i'm really sleepy and tired,
and i'm going to make presents tonight:D
love you all:D

Don't let anybody tell you who you are
It's okay to let go, you're that shooting star
Remember all you wished for
Believe it will be true
You will never find yourself anywhere else,
find yourself in you