Someone speak chinese with me please?

/ You've got me flying

Today, woke up at 10 :0 Going out for lunch soon. Woke b up at 5.45, feel v. tired. Sigh, i feel damn sad :/ I want to have wings and fly. Seriously. If i want to fly i really gotta do very well for Term 3&4. Well, I have to try my best. I'm not a genius, I'm super lazy. Not interested in studying. Mummy said either study or go out and work. So have no choice but to go and study. My aim for this term is to pass my Amath and HChinese. I dont know why I ever took HC, because my chinese isn't good at all. Sigh, try my best.

I want freedom. I dont like staying home and coming home early )< Studying is difficult, because i dont know how to study. If i have to die die memorise everything, then for the sake of freedom, i've got to do it. I feel so trapped. Regardless where i am. I like going out with b&friends. I like going shopping with daphne, jiahui, felly. I like spending time with hiadi. I like being stupid with xiaoyu. Sigh. Olevel oral is on the 26th. What am i doing about it? Nothing. Speak chinese! Speak chinese! Anyone want to speak chinese with me? Please please please! I'm already trying to read everyday. But i think i need intensive reading sessions. I dont want to do chinese in JC.

Its hard, but i gotta try. Sigh.



I miss b alot ): He fell sick, i want to take care of him! Sigh. I wish for a miracle.