Friday, July 18, 2008

Love me for me

Today, woke up for tuition :/ Feeling abit sleepy ): But going out for lunch with grandma&uncle! Ytd, met b, lz, and jer. Couldn't stay till 9 as promised, cos grandma wanted to eat with me. Sorry i disappointed you b D:
Yesterday stayed up thinking about many things. And i thought i through. Imagine life without having you in it. I can't. Your birthday is coming soon! Let's get you a birthday cake this time alright. Get you a digimon one:D Sometimes there will be things that you won't understand, but lets just focus on the present. I remember you said that you don't think about the future you just think about the present. I'm glad you've learnt something from me, i think! I'm sorry for all the constant disappointment. But thank you for always forgiving me. I hope that you're studying hard. I've yet to pass you your econs book, so remind me to pass it to you. I want you to be happy, no matter what you're doing. Thanks for being so sweet, ily always.

I've learnt to have faith and place trust in god. I thought that everything fell apart, i felt that we would never talk again. But i guess that isn't true. I feel that now everything that matters is what is in the present. As long as your heart is full, what is there to be sad about. Thank you daphne, for not having forgotten about me. Sometimes I really do miss sec.2 times, because it seemed much simpler then. Yes, i miss the haircuts, shopping, hubs, bubbleteas and walking around. I have yet to write your letter, but i'll write it when i can. I know someday, everything will be fine again. Drifting apart, well, lets try to be close the gap and not drift so far away, because i still hope that times will be the same. Maybe its wishful thinking, but its a hope.

Live life to the fullest. Don't regret. Thank you b for always being there to listen, hiadi for being the leaning shoulder, xy for listening out to me and letting me bully you, daphne for not forgetting me and listening to me complaint, many others too. Thank you for just being there.

I'm not sad/emo, i just finally managed to say all that i've always forgotten to say,
Goodbye <3

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