Why are you hanging up on me now, Why are we not talking now, Why have we been further than we thought we were? Because i think that we've lost the words we couldn't find, I'm asking a silly question, But answer me please, Because i need to know. Why does everything feel different now, Why is it i dont turn back twice? I'm running from, Everything else. I'm afraid, and why can't you see that, Call me childish, You've grown more mature. Sometimes, i feel as though i dont know you anymore, And i sometimes wonder, Would we ever last through a big cold war. Because i dont want to have my heart broken, Well not again, Because i'm getting tired, And he gave love a bad name, Dont tell me that i'm so silly. I know what its like, So dont think i dont. I'm hoping and praying that one day you've never change, But that's the point, Because you would, Eventually. Why is it that i'm able to dream of not only you? Why are old memories forming in the back of my mind? Sometimes i dont get what you're thinking, And you dont get what i'm thinking. I believe that fate has its twists and turns, Because now i'm starting to believe, That i'm better off alone. I dont want to hear your voice no more, Because i dont want to end up crying, If one day we weren't going to be like this anymore. I already told you from the start, That i dont want to play with the fire that keeps me warm, But still i took the risk, The price i have to pay to let it go, Is you. I dont think we would need to let it go, But i think what we had, Is missing, Search high and low, Find it back again. Dont call tonight, Because i wont know how to pick. When i open my mouth i wouldn't know what to say. I need to tell this to you, I need to tell you i'm scared. But i wouldn't want to hear your reply, So dont call me tonight, If you've hung up on me today. Can we get this back, To how we used to be, How we used to be.

I'm so happy happy today :D Got back my english paper! Finally for once i did well! I need to continue to jiayou! Tingyuan bought nuggets for me today! Hoooray! And then tingyuan's going to bring me food tmrrrr. Ohman, im gonna get really fatfatfat. After school, went to AMK hub for lunch. Daphne, Nic, Michelle, Limin, Jiahui and I went for lunch there. All of us bought bubbletea! Ha ha, i told you, peach red tea with pearl and jelly is nice :D Bought prata sausage toooo! :D Met chloe tan! And then jiahui was so funny! Because mich and limin wanted to go to MOS, and jiahui wanted to go to NTUC. Daphne, chloe, nic and i would go accompany jiahui. And then the funniest thing was that mich wanted her bubbletea, and guess what. Jiahui went to put the bubbletea on the escalator! HA HA. OH MY GOODNESS IT WAS SO FUNNY. Like suddenly on the escalator got one cup of bubbletea! All of us were laughing until i think people stared :O Jiahui followed nic home, and then the rest of us went back to school. Chloe tan took the bus with me :D Yay, i've learnt tingxie, done all my homework. tell me i'm a good girl :D

Went to disabled home on saturday. Eeeeek, it was so boring, gr. Thank goodness for krystal, crystal and lynette :D this is lynette :D this is krystal and crystal :D i was bored. i was still bored. SO SO SO BORING. I'M SICK, I FEEL TERRIBLE. I'M TIRED OF MUGGING. BUT IM GOING TO CONTINUE TO WORK HARD. I'M NOT GOING TO GIVE UP, NOT THIS TIME.