haven't been on the computer for ages!
went to friendster, saw that many people wrote me testimomos:D
thanks:DDD
monday was dearest's birthday:D
met stephanie at west mall, took a train round the whole of singapore, and met with people who had anit-social behavior
blast their music so loud
had swensens for lunch, paid for stephanie's lunch too.
talked alot, about fan guy and family.
then MRT-ed down to douby ghout, celebrated dearest's birthday
now the holidays have come, nothing to do
misses everyone much!
fucking pissed off
what's the problem with my mom,
shit her.
why do i need to be followed everywhere i go?
fuck it
its so damned it irritating, and i'm really pissed off
called my mom to ask her why there were people following me
she said some shit excuse, fuck off.
and then she hung up on me,
whatever okay.
i dont care, i'm so fucking angry
i'm going to runaway from home one day
i hate my life,
my exam results are fucking shit
there goes all my holidays
fuck it, i have no life.
spent saturday and sunday with daddy
mom had some confrence thingo.
talked to samantha, she's gonna come back on the 11december:D
stephanie and i are going to have sleepovers soon!
finally got to talk to mom tonight,
told her alot of stuff, and feeling so much better:D
saturday, didn't do anything much
tuition, so boring, stupid person who sat in for our class
humph, dont like the person.
sunday was also very boring
monday is going to be fun:D
going to vivo, sentosa
then going out with hon!
curfew was not stated:D
I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word
I try to sleep
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unravelin´ oh
If you were here right now I swear I'd tell you this
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside is kiling me
Coz all I ever want it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe coz I know you'll always be with me
Impossibility oh
Baby I don't wanna waste another day, another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Coz all I ever want it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
oh oh no no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
coz everything that I hold in
is everything I can't let go
Oh oh oh oh can't let go
yea yea yea yea
Coz baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Coz all I ever want, all I ever wanted
comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable
oh oh oh oh
Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yea yea yea
yea yea oh oh
I'm inconsolable
whoa oh oh oh yea yea oh oh
I'm inconsolable
oh oh yea yea
yesterday was games day, and it was fun:D
played captain's ball, and then we won 3 out of 4 games:D
limin played the last two games with us! daphne played the first two with us:D mm, natalie, toh, zhiwei and i stayed for all 4 games.
heee, good good good:D
after that, we had to do test,
yucks, dont want to talk about it
went home at around 3.
changed and then left
made helena and jh do a big big favour for me
thanks:D
took a cab all the way to west mall,
met hon, derrick, tino and um, i forgot his name :/
again, i was the only girl :/
but was sick, kept coughing.
and was super cold. FREEZING
watched resident evil, wow, it was quite alright.
NC16, so was um, rather gory.
came home just in time, 8pm.
at night fell sick again,
and now i'm feeling better:D
yay.
liminha ha, really? how come you all sat the wrong bus? no problem for the cd :D SHUXIANG':D STEPHANIEtell me when we're gonna have sleepovers alright:D
/ what i like about you
left the house at 10.45 to meet jiahui at AMK hub.
got really bored of it so went to town,
and then went trying clothes, but didn't buy anything
headed back to AMK hub to get her cheesecake ingredients
and then bus-ed back home
walked a hell lot
went out today with daphne, limin and dionne.
went to bugis, daphne cut her hair, and i washed, blowed and styled my hair
ohman, chapter 2 is super nice :D
the people wear boots as their uniform!
daphne and i are so going back there next time :D
went back to look for limin and dionne
and i went to buy my blue topshop shirt! :D
went walking at bugis street
and then got bored, so bus-ed 851 to icekimo
limin went high there, and then kept taking random shots, HA HA.
and dionne was so funny, when we ordered her A&W, she didn't know that she had to wait to be served, and she just took the one at the counter.
HA HA, ohmygosh. and then, later, the woman served another A&W can, and dionne was laughing so hard.
cause she didn't know that she couldn't take from the counter!
HA HA HA HA HA HA
woke up in the middle of my sleep, and started thinking.
i dont know why, but i woke up feeling sad.
i'm getting sick and tired at 11.45pm
i thought about many things
i remember the many things i didn't get to ever say
the many regrets i've had
the mistakes i've made
i would think that i'm dying a little more inside,
because there's something that's missing, from everything
i've got all the words i've wanted to say all in my head,
but i can't say them.
sometimes i'd wish to run, run far away.
to anywhere it wouldn't matter i miss my childhood
When you go,
Would you even turn to say,
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
exams are almost over alr! just only moer, which is chinesee.
and then after that its freedom!
i need to get my hair done, ohman :/
gonna go with daphne and limin to get my hair done
gonna go to bugis and go to chapter 2, i just want to wash my hair, cause i dont know what to do with it yet
today daphne, limin and i went to novena to eat pepperlunch
and then i had beef pepper rice, ohman, so nice :D
and then we went to toys'r'us and then we played down there
played with all the toys and hula hoops, ha ha
headed home wih daphne, and then slept!
i'm afraid to look back,
because i'm afraid that you wont be chasing after me
i keep walking but you're always too far ahead
listen,
silence silence silence
break the ice, and you dont know what to say
you open your mouth but no words come out
what's wrong.
nothing's wrong, believe me please
whats wrong.
there's really nothing wrong.
i can't always catch up with you when you're too fast
won't you slow down for me?
its hard to pretend when you're fine
when all i want to do is run to my room and hide
come home smiling, tell them what they want to hear
let them know you're fine
you're not fine.
i'll share a secret,
this is the worst pain,
you can't fix it with a first aid kit,
because you're dying a little more on the inside
dont stare out the window
are you okay?
yes
are you sure?
yes
are you bluffing me?
yes
don't look so sad,
it hurts to see you sad but i'm the cause
i'd ask you to cheer up
but there's no use trying
you're lacking the love you need
but don't stare out the window already,
because i know you're crying on the inside
dont feel upset because of me
i'm not worth it.
i'll kiss you goodbye.
i'll catch up with you, i promise.
today was history and chinese. ohmannnnnn :/
my hand hurtssss, writing so much.
went to amk hub after school with daphne,limin, helena, jialing and grace
stayed with daphnee, we tried to find sumo housee, but aiyo, couldn't find it, and got lost!
in the end, bus-ed home.
the bus had no air-con :/
gonna mug for tmr: science and english paper 2
sigh, physics's gonna kill me
dieeee :/
watching ugly betty now, ha ha, i think its an awesome show (:
but i gotta mug later. urg,
