/I'll only run far enough so that you'll miss me

Can't sleep, lying in bed right now.
Every night before you sleep, thoughts usually run through your mind.
Tonight I'm wondering, what will happen tmr.

Next year is a new year, a new beginning for everyone. Sometimes you think that tmr will be better, but sometimes you just can't.
Maybe its time for change. Finding new things, finding answers, finding somewhere to belong, somewhere to feel safe.
The only thing that doesn't change is change.

Its like you're finding something, but you don't know what if is.
Once in a while, if you could turn back time, you would have wanted to change something that you did wrong.
But then you get tired of chasing something thats not real.
Finding answers that you know will disappoint you.

Meeting people that you know, and having thoughts about other things.
half the time, you think that you'll regret whatever decision that you've made.
but take the risk anyway.

close your eyes, pretend everything's going to be fine
even if you know it won't be.