/sometimes i stay awake,
and wonder if you're awake too
and if we're awake for the same reasons.

can't get to sleep.
tonight made me think alot, and wonder.
i'm still thinking,
and not sure if, or how.
i can't straighten out my thoughts, and im getting sad
when i close my eyes and try to sleep.
because its always the same few good memories,
that can make me happy.

dont look back at a new direction

staying up alone is horrible.
i hate it when you hang up like that.
but i dont blame you for it,
i'mirritating.

but everytime i try to hate you for it,
i can't bring myself to hate you.
i've fallen in too deep.
its up to you to think that i dont like you anymore.
i get confused,
because i dont know when you're sincere,
and when you're joking around.
admit, i'm wrong.

i'm useless,
cant do anything.
i cant leave the house as i please,
i cant spend any time with you at all.
so sometimes i cant help but think if you'd be better off.
maybe you should go and find someone better,
because i'm not good enough,
i have such horrible moods
and you'd always have to put up with my nonsense.

but i'm used to nights where i cant sleep,
and waking up with a call in the morning.
but will i get that call tomorrow?