One step at a time

Hello!:D Today was a good day:D Aft bio, went home to get some rest. Tried to figure out the lj with xy, but then didn't get it. Oh well, anyway, went to thomson plaza to get my stuffs. Ate really nice food for dinner:D Went for dessert, and then went back home.



Waiting for bf to call!:D

LET ME SHOW YOU ME AND BF FUTURE HOME!:D
I self proclaim that this will be my future house!:D HAHAHA! I like it:D









I think the last room is the nicest!


Okay, bye!

English&Chinese Composition

Today was the first paper, and so things were alright:D Tomorrow is history and english paper 2. I'm scared for history, cos i really want to do better for history so that i can pull up all my marks. Sigh, i dont want to be retained. I'm studying very hard for my history now, and i hope i know everything, gotta revise and revise all the time. Gotta memorise source-based too. SIGH. I hope i can remember everything, and that the things i studied comes out. I'll be rejoicing if that happened!

After tmr's paper, it would be maths! I really gotta buck up with my maths, i cannot fail Emaths. I hope to pass! EOYs is 50% of the whole year. Got to pass overall and at least 3 subs. Aiming to pass higher chinese too. I'm almost there, just hope overall can get 50plus for eoys! If i can, then i'll jump for joy! I've given up hope for additional maths, i need like a whopping 70 odd percent just to pass add math. OMG> So giving up. I'm praying really hard for all my other subs. I should try to study again for history. I want to study until in my sleep also can remember. Then its chemistry. I've been doing questions, and i really hope the chemistry test paper during end of years wont be that difficult. Dont want to fail chemistry either. Mugging hard.

I've got my lit paper on MSND. I hope Mr.Searle marks our papers, because he doesn't fail anyone. Not like the rest of the teachers )< Fail everyone. Dont know why he hasn't been coming to school! I have a feeling he's going to leave St.Nics soon. The teachers in SN are mean to him for some reason. Horrible lah they all )< Hope he can go find a better job somewhere else! Must study hard for lit, dont wanna fail anyhow. The next is social studies. Argh, i can't seem to do SS! I guess reading helps, but the format is slightly different from history i think(?) Anyway when i'm getting to SS then i'll find out. Mrs L.Tan said that we've got to do well in both history and social studies to do well in humans. Sigh, so tiring. But i guess i'm looking forward to everything else after the exams. Going here and there/

Today bf didn't go to sch! He said he was very very tired. But couldn't find him today cos i have no money at all. He asked me if i needed money but i dont want to take. So came home, ate, then started mugging. Yq and i are going to exercise aft eoys over! I'm going to pull bf come also!:D HAHAHA. So much to look forward to. But right now, try my best to do well for EOYs and then can enjoy if i do well. Going to have my chinese olvl on the 5th Nov. I'm scared! D: But then when i went to church, i learn that you can only do your best, and let god do the rest! So i shall:D So many things to do, so little time. Mummy's away, can't wait for her to come back! Oh well, time to mug again, waiting for bf to reply my msg! Bye!:D

I love bf!:D

Sorry teeter boy! ):

Today was rather tiring. Woke up and had to rush some things in that were already due. Totally neglected teeter boy. Sigh, i'll find a way.

EOY scribbling days are arriving soon. Sigh, so much to study! D: Tmr is nana's birthday! I gotta study v.early in the morning tomorrow, to finish all my work. Sigh ):

I need to be better to tb ): forgive me please! ):

Stressed out



Today left sch halfway cos my stomach was not feeling well. Got home and studied. Yq came over to study too, but left at arnd 2.30 to find kp! Anyway, continued studying, and now i'm feeling very very tired. Dont feel like going for maths tuition later tonight. I've got to mug like mad tmr, cos its a friday.

Ytd fell asleep and forgot about teeter boy. Sorry! ): He had his match today, i hope he did well! Yep, so tonight i've got maths. Up to you if you want to wait, becos i dont want to force you. Hope you had a great day!

So tired, but got tons more of mugging to do. History is the second paper, and its time to scribble for the exams soon. Sigh ): Can't wait for everything to be over. Well, gotta go, bye!:D

EOYs in 6days

The past few days i've been busy studying. Met bf today,and he cooked for me to eat. Went to do CIP too. Pictures!















Yep, talking to bf later:D Yay! EOYs coming, i need to mug like hell. Bye!:D

The last 12 days



So many things are happening within the next few weeks oh! EOYs are coming soon ): In 12 days, i will be scribbling for my life! I'm an endangered species yo. I dont want to be endangered! Everyone's going for study groups:D I really need to study. Probably going to pon sch to study at home. This weekend having study group with esther, xy, and some other people(?) Hahaha not confirmed anw! Going to study with twin too, but dont know when she wants to study oh! Scribble, scribble. Xy said that when i'm studying with her, i gotta make her really upset, to make sure she studies. LOL! Going to be mugging starting from tmr.

HAPPY 18MONTHS BF!:D
I love bf!:D But tmr i'm having service learning, so not sure if i'm meeting bf! He's got something on too, but oh well! Hahaha:D Bf is going to study with me too, cos he's gotta study for Alevels. Hohos free tutor!:D

Going to have to be in church at 6.45am on sunday! OMG?! Sigh, early to bed, early to rise. But i'm collecting my stuff from esther on sunday!:D Its off to bed, loooong day of sch again tmr. Well, entertaining kiddies time. Bye!:D

Riot for cause

Today went for riot! Thank god for xy:D She was super funny. Saw sirin's band playing. They were good:D Then left, becos xy had to go for tuition, LOL. Riot was okay i guess, i was really just not in the mood for jumping around :/ I'm a bore. Pictures!














Thanks xy for being the blocking pillar:D And esther for making me feel alot better. Never going to go to one of such things again though :/ Saw people i didn't expect to see. I need to go shopping soon too. Studied the whole holiday oh, didn't manage to do the things i wanted to do. Sigh, anw. Watching money no enough at home, talking to bf later. School tomorrow, sigh, not ready for sch, but well its studying time! Bf today whole day was v.busy ohh, so hardly msged me. Want to see bf soon ): Okay, bye!:D

I miss bf!

Suppose

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I care
And suppose that spent all my nights running scared
And suppose, that I was never there

In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Suppose we were happy, suppose it was true
And suppose there were cold nights but we somehow made it through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you

Suppose that I was wrong
Suppose you were here
And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears
And suppose this fight just disappeared

In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too
But I'd rather be here with you


Today studied as usual. Helena called me asking if i wanted to go bugis with her and twin, but couldn't :x Bf asked if i could go accompany him, yet also i cannot ): Sigh, studying kills. I think after studying, i'm become stupid. I cant even remember what year and month i'm in :/ Stupid or not. Going with daddy to play golf later, and then tuition at night. I'm v.sleepy, everyday get woken up at 9 o'clock! )< Sigh, i want to go get my backpack. Dont know if bf still wants to get his. Sigh, i'm tired. Still must go for tuition! |< Wait for me?:p Okay, bye!:D

Deception point

Today went to bishan to eat ajisen:D Tmr daddy's at home, going to the library to make library card:D Talking to bf now!:D Going to wait for bf, goodbye!:D