/empty promises left me here

today's they final day of 2007.
its a good thing, then well at least you start the new year again.

today, went out with stephanie, to orchard.
ate pepperlunch:D
and then walked around in cine before going to watch movie.
watched national treasure2, mm nice:D
after that, mrt-ed home.
singapore's getting so boring, there's nothing to do.
i feel bored.
today is supposed to be countdown, but watching troy with my aunts&uncles now.
dontknow where my dad went. probably to some dinner thingo again.
coming back to singapore was boring.
finally overcomed my fear of sitting on the aeroplane.
:D
party tmr, yay.
and then school starts :/
sucks.
well, get to see haopengyous again.
cant wait.

/everyone, everyone, i feel so empty.

mmmm now not very happy :/
super upset, extremely.

have to work tmr, on christmas eve.
i hate hate hate __________
blank, blank, blank.

word, i'm in such a terrible mood.
keep drinking water, piang :/
drink how many fking cup alr.

i want to run far away and start my life anew,
and leave everything else behind.

/ <3 ): ): ): heartbreak suicide

problems, problems.
sometimes i think im better off dead.

/sometimes i stay awake,
and wonder if you're awake too
and if we're awake for the same reasons.

can't get to sleep.
tonight made me think alot, and wonder.
i'm still thinking,
and not sure if, or how.
i can't straighten out my thoughts, and im getting sad
when i close my eyes and try to sleep.
because its always the same few good memories,
that can make me happy.

dont look back at a new direction

staying up alone is horrible.
i hate it when you hang up like that.
but i dont blame you for it,
i'mirritating.

but everytime i try to hate you for it,
i can't bring myself to hate you.
i've fallen in too deep.
its up to you to think that i dont like you anymore.
i get confused,
because i dont know when you're sincere,
and when you're joking around.
admit, i'm wrong.

i'm useless,
cant do anything.
i cant leave the house as i please,
i cant spend any time with you at all.
so sometimes i cant help but think if you'd be better off.
maybe you should go and find someone better,
because i'm not good enough,
i have such horrible moods
and you'd always have to put up with my nonsense.

but i'm used to nights where i cant sleep,
and waking up with a call in the morning.
but will i get that call tomorrow?

/ ever ever after

yesterday, funfun.
did many things, and then stayed up
right now, watching chinese dramaaa

eyes pain :/

/blink, blink, and you're gone

woke up today, and then got really bored :/
watching teeve now.

later probably going out to have lunch,
but really no mood to go out now.
want to stay home and watch teeeve.

got many plans, this week.
planning the outing with daphne, ah shu
going out on wednesday, tuesday nothing on, so not suree.
thursday probably going out with stephanie and samantha
maybe going out with isabelle on friday.

haven't packed for holidays:/
but really looking forward to going, yipeeeee:D

numb3ers is niceniceniceniceeee:D
i'm so so bored now :/
want to watch new drama series.
i need to stay home, tired alr.
need to get my jacket too,
maybe will go out later.

no mood now, zzzzzzz
sian.
chris brown- with you

/walk away, turn around.

cant sleep, still talking online.
talked to people, and i'm feeling much much better.

brought yenyee to hospital :/
she's sick again.

planned outings, yay.
i'm feeling alot better:D