/i wake up at night, to wonder if you're thinking of the same thing as me.

today went to find kimmy to study:)
went to starbucks, stayed there and studied.
then i bought my hotchocolate:)
:D:D:D:D:D:D



LOL, aft that, we got bored, so went to esprit to go try clothes:D




kimmy the stick thin.

then we went to mcds.
eat abit, then kim had to go tuition.
whatthehell larrs. you know, kim&brain together ate: 2mcnugget, 2fries, 2 cheeseburger, 1 mcspicy!
omg! D:
hahaha but they both still stick thin.
waaaa, you both lucky larrs!

hahahaha then took 980 home.
then hun call me accompany me:)
heeeheee, then going to eat now:D


i wish things stayed the same.

/up and down and side to side

heeelos:D
these few days have been :):):):):):):):):):):)
serious, a billion more smileys, but i cant type so many out lars:D

then on friday stayed over in sch:D
then went to kimmy dear's house to do the banner, with yingqi, thongs, esther, fiona, janna and natasha.
then we had dinner, kim's mom cooked. nicey nice nice nice:D
then we did banner for a while, then i cabbed to meet hun:D
thanks kim&esther for protecting me from cheekopeks.
hahahahaha and walking me out to the main road:)
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
then went to novena to meet hun,
walkwalkwalk then took a bus to playground then to my house there,
sit there eating our icecream&slurpee from 7eleven.
thanks sweetone for sending me back to sch!
:D

then went back, saw feeely&pw sitting down talking.
and then i remembered it was fel who msged me to tell me she was waiting for me!
:D:D:D:D:D
then shared sleepingbags with fel&nattie.
and then it was freezing!
brrrrr, then nattie slept under the sleeping bag, and i did so too.
hahaha cool:D

then the next morning, woke up at 5, to get makeup&dressup everything.
then performed, it was pretty fun the whole cheer thing:D
i'm gonna miss it though.
its alright, just dance in the middle of lessons:D
tmr no sch:):):):):):)
then i'm studying at home, then going to find kim to copy history notes:D
aft fiesta, went to lz's party.
went to accompany hun.
although for the first hour i felt dam lonely,
then i was super happy when kimmy dear called me to accompany me:D
then was sitting on the bench talking to kim,
then hun ask me what happen.
then aft that, we went walking, sit by the pool.
then i nearly fell asleep,
but then hun told me about the sky, and we tried finding stars but couldn't!
the sky is blue cos of the ocean:D
then we walk walk and then went back to the rest.
talking to xinglong and ben.
ben brought along weimin, gf arrs.
hahaha then i was watching xinglong do his floorball thingo.
dam pro siol.
then went to watch baby play soccer,
nice, nice, nice, nice.
then he kena injured:/
then xinglong help him get ice:D
then baby sent me home at around 1050.
fell asleep in the cab!
thanks hun for bringing me home:)
reached home at around 1105.
mummy&daddy almost asleep alr.
LOL.
then today is aunty pat's birthday,
went for her dinner party, then went to mcd's to get icecream.
and then went into mango, go try on clothes.
cutecute yenyee likes following me into the changing room!
then she help me choose clothes too:D
aunty beebee&aunty pat was having fun making me try ridiculous outfits, but it was fun, really:D
then came home, gonna call hun soon:D

meeting kimmy dear tmr:D
bbbbbbbbb, i love you:D

/i miss you too

today cheering all the way,
really so exhausted.
then tmr is full dry run.
hahahaha and then maybe people kena kick out of team:/

so i guess.
i dont know, i'm sticky.
tmr will be a better day!

today hun dam upset cos now cheer then totally neglect.
i'm sorry i'm sorry ):
dont be angry anymore, alrightisss:D
i love you a million red m&ms!
so i promised twenty lines, so it'll be twenty lines.
:D
wrote you letters hun!
2, to be exact:D
not alot, but they're pretty long letters!
hohos.
and then don be sad okay, dont be no mood either!
i wont ignore you:D
dont be silly!
i was cheering on the field, and a little in the drizzle!
then after that moved to the gym.
then sorry only could reply your message so much later,
and that my phone sucks so can't see your missed calls.
now you play your game,
have fun:D
fiesta coming soon,
and i'm sure we'll have alot of fun:D
hahahahaaha, i love you:E

more than twenty lines:)

and then now talking to kimmmy, aiyo.
i miss oldoldold times
i need to talk to kimmy now ):
and sch is getting better.
with everyone around, thanks you guys.
i'm tired, see you in the morning.

/if you're lost, you can look, and you will find me:D

dear one and all,
i feel grateful for all those i have around me.
thanks kim, for keeping my sanity.
although i would've burst my bubble, and then, just explode, and become a horrible bitch.
so thankyou so.
thongs too, thanks,
i think that talking to you both aft sch is great.
i know i might've been the ugliest person or might've done the worse thing you've ever seen me to be or do,
but thanks for telling me to stop it.
thanks for laughing it off,
thanks for telling me that this was the only route out.

i might've gone bonkers, without you both.
thanks yq too, for messaging me and asking if i was alright:D
our secret, winkwink:D
thanks for everything you guys, including nic, xiaoyu, nattie&peiwei, mm:D
and then everyone else,
including fel, sandra, wenyi, sandra:D
daphne, helena for the hugs:D
everyone else too, thanks for everything:D

i'm glad everything's fine now.
i will keep my sanity, i will:D
and i feel that, keep your close friends close, thats good enough:D
smiley faces are many today, because i am in a great mood,
although i know nattie is really upset :/
nattie dont be afraid alright! i love you, anything you can call me, i will try to help!:D
so you cheer up alrights!

hun called me in the morning:D
told me its time to wake up cos i overslept! hahaha so jealous, he's eating buffet now! D:
i want to eat too!
hahahaha aft grow even fatter arrs, dontwant.
oh wells, ate orangebowl for dinner!
ate with nattie, well, kind of, cos like um. yeah, she was on the phone, hahahaha
cheer is fun now, because everything's great!
i think if you let yourself go, then everything's great.
think of everything thats great in life, and everything's not that bad.

miss hun, i hope hun comes for fiesta, but anyway, thongs&yq will be accompanying me.
hahahaha, while waiting for everyone:D
and then today during chinese, it was really funny, cos i was picked to share abt an article i read, and then it was abt the mayor buying chicken wings.
then my version was: the mayor was queueing for chicken wings but then the line was too long, and so he could not buy them, so he sold his own chicken wings.
hahaha, xiaoyu was like telling me the story, but then i only got half of it, hahahaha.
but the actual story was:
the mayor was waiting to buy chicken wings, then by the time it reached him, the chicken wings were all sold out. then the mayor said, "do you know who i am? i am the mayor! i am the mayor! so i demand to eat the chicken wings!" then the girl selling the chicken wings was like, "do you know who i am? i am the girl selling chicken wings!"

hahahaha dam funny.
cos the way xiaoyu said it was really funny, LOL.
tmr is going to be a better day:D
i promise.
never lose your temper, cos dont make people worry about you!

yesyes, i know kimmy is worried abt me:D
hahahahahaa.
ohyes, today i did find something out.
hilarious, i must say.
but there are some things that i do need to make clear,
number 1) i am not flirting with your boyfriend cos, i was only trying to help you both, so now i shan't be a busybody anymore:)
number 2) i must've said that i wanted to sing you jingle bells, cos i thought you were my goody secret friend, and i'm sorry if you misunderstood, and i dont want to sing you jingle bells anyway.
number 3) i am not trying to break you guys up, cos i am very happy being with philip for 13 months:)thankyouverymuch!
so if you have any misunderstandings, please clear it up with me:)
i shant want any misunderstandings caused, and i wish you both all the best and last long.

oh well, that was good, clearing everything, and getting everything off my chest.
so mm, its okay if you still think i'm a bitch:D
everyone is entitled to their own opinion:)

hohos, wrote a letter to my daxiang!
hahaha history lesson became art lesson.
kept drawing, telling myself to make everyone around me happy!
and i shall:)
try my best, that is!
hahahaha, school should be a place where everyone can study together and have fun too.

and i'm happyhappy cos i think going to see hun on fiesta!
yay:D
and then he told me everything's fine.
and ytd, i spoke to XY guy, on the phone,
hilarious much:)
hun&bhieman down there keep ha ha da siao.
LOL.
tonight get to talk to hun again.
but no fair, he still eating buffet.
with his mummy&daddy.
miss hun,
longlonglong time haven't seen you,
sorry that i can't see you this week, cos of cheer.
sorry sorry.
its okay, i know you understand, somehow:)
and so tonight i've got manymany things to tell you:D
don't fall asleep so quickly okay?
i love you a million red m&ms:D
18 lines:D

ps: it'll keep increasing everyday:D

so right now, i'm really sleepy and tired,
and i'm going to make presents tonight:D
love you all:D

Don't let anybody tell you who you are
It's okay to let go, you're that shooting star
Remember all you wished for
Believe it will be true
You will never find yourself anywhere else,
find yourself in you

/hellannoyed.

hello, i'm annoyed.
suddenly remember smth.
humph, asshole blank blank blank.
dont wanna care abt you!
efffff uuuuuuu.

you treat me like some bleddy spare tire.
when only got me then nice, if got other people then you nicer to them
whatever _\_
leave me alone then, idc.

i want to go to sch on monday,
and then get hugs.
got people to listen to me scream abt this person.
i hate myself.

i'm such a bitch.
fine, i'm in a fugly mood.
you make me mad.
don like you.

i want to eat, i'm hungry.
i want to go out,
feel dam lonely.
i miss penpal ):
can't wait for your letters,
write soon, i miss you.

i love hun:D
call me in the morning,
wake me up in the morning,
tell me everything's fine.
dont know what i'd do without you,
bestfriends for oneyearplus in sec.1
aft, we're more special than ever:D
thanks for everything,
love you more than anything:D
read your love letters ytd night,
saw pink&brown.
and your flowers are still on my bedside:)
thanks daxiang hun:D
i love you mosty most forever&ever!

/misery business, paramore.

today in school, super annoyed and angry.
can't stand it _|_
say whatever you want.
kept scribbling on my rough paper.
writing and cancelling, writing and cancelling.
i was that angry.
never been so angry before, serious.

hate it when people use me as an excuse.
so fine, anyway.
i thank god for having friends:D
cheer me up and tell me cheeezy lame stuff:D
and then, i practiced homeecons on blutag man.
cute, looking like the snow man, drawing eyes&mouth.
and then went toilet,
sat on the floor, had a talk.
felt much better aft that.
went for assembly, boring mans.
then went back to class talked to kim, thongs and xiaoyu.
and then ate lunch with nattie, then went for cheer prac together:D
i love nattie!
cutecute nattie.

after cheer prac, at home already.
called hun, he's at cathay:/
and so, then now i'm gonna stone.
i love stoning:D
dont feel like watching teeve anw.
later going for church, holy thursday:D
i shall be holy for now.
i feel like watching wizard of oz!
zomg, i'm like some small kid:E
oh wells, then just now yingqi msg me:D
called kim, but then kim's bookshopping with brain.
LOL.
thongs was sad:/
if you don be sad then i don be angry:D
LOL, kay.

tmr there's prac, meet at yck.
but then i have to change aft church.
mmm, okay off to me doing childish things.

i miss hun ):
alotalotalotalot.
okay ytd, he say everytime i write only got one line.
so this time i need to write longer.
LOL. today hun going go home late, so i sleep first.
probably going out aft church,
need to get some stuff.
iwanthunnow ):

/fly me to the moon

hohos, i've been in great mood recently:D
changed places today, hohos. yingqi still with me:D
today was sx's birthday, sorry couldn't make it!
met hun cos he was injured :/
then aft that cabbed home.
i think sitting taxis are fun, cos then the taxi drivers will talk to you and everything, and afterall, you only meet them once.
anw, the cabbie today was friendly and nice:D told me so many stories, LOL.
anw, here are the photos ytd.
went to brains, and then the others from cheer:D
hohos, felicia so cute:D







i'm horrible, owe presents to people ;o
anw, i'm getting lamer everyday.
hope to do better this term:D
jiayoujiayou!
after all, only got this year to chiong.
next year is o's.
urg:/
heehees, but i'm still happy:D
cos sleep makes me happy!
well, i'm sleeeepy.
nightnights.

/errrtime

today went to sch, funfunfun:)
sleep makes me happy!
head spinning:/
still got to learn tingxie/

/good ol'

went to vivo on friday, and then played at toysrus, got yenyee her hulahoops:)
then went eating and shopping.






hohos, today went to cheer prac, dam tired :/
super sleepy.
I WANT TO WATCH THE LEAP YEARS:D
tmrtmrtmr:)
tired already.

/i'm thankful for the love you keep bring in my life

today went out, marina to get my stuffs:D
went to dorothy perkins.
yay, hohos.
couldn't afford the topshop ones ):
the top was $83, the blue shorts was $78 and the black jeans was $141.
omg, so anyway:)




talking to helena SPECIAL friend:D
love you, i need to go walk walk with you guys, miss you like hell.
12MARCH:D

cant wait cant wait:)
love you sweet one.
first anni in another few hours:)
love you more than a million red m&ms sweet one.
heartshearts you:)

/love song

today stayed home, didn't go out :/
had chinese tuition, so finished homework:)
then completed all my holiday homework:)

took a nap in the afternoon cos dam tired:/
i need to get some stuffs tmr!
hohos, talking to hun now:)

yenyee so cute:D
march hols:)






happy happy:)
i'm gonna be a good girl now.
12march:)

/love song

ytd went to meet hun, went to tampines mall.
then met nat, went to eat ajisen.
ytd mom wanted to drink bubbletea, so we went to go buy:D
then aft that, we go east coast beach walkwalk.

just finished tuition, not so boring:)
and march hols! going out, manymany.
of cos, must finish my sch work, so much can:/

and then now i shall say that i'm sorry to sx.
cos i've been mean to her, and yq don be sad anymore:)
friends still? :D
love you all.

talking online now. hohos:)

happy birthday kimmy dearest, i love you so:)

/when you go, don't turn back to look.

I hate feeling upset, and im effing upset now. I want to scream and yell, I need a listening ear and a crying shoulder, please.

/ I'm sorry its hell for you

life is really stressful. was thinking abt alot of stuffs and felt that I couldn't handle many stuff :/
I can't take it ):

/miss love

today went sch, happy&sad.
oh wells.
then had maths extra lessons.
boohoo.
krystal sent me pictures:)

i'll post the rest up when i get them.

had alot of fun there, the sports day there was really fun.
running&playing.
now feeling very tired, want to go rest alr:/
nightnights.