/it takes one to know one

thanks daphne&jiahui for writing me letters:D
its really nice getting them unexpectedly!
hahahaha, yes yes yes.
i miss you all most.

some people want to act cool siol, let them act, let them act.
so yeps!

i want to go out tonight, watch fy play soccer:/
later got to go to the hospital, gong gong health in critical condition.
sigh, the world is turning into a disastrous place.
i'm too obedient for my own good.
but lets just leave it at that.

all outside the walls they know you're breathing but you ain't coming in.

/sometimes i'd wish for yesterday to come by again.

i've decided to look forward, and never look back.
whatever that has happened, let it pass and hope for the best.
things will never be the same anymore, but i'll learn to let it go.

thanks helena for writing me a letter:D
yes, thanks helena, jiahui and daphne during recess give me hugs.
LOL don't always say that i look sad, i'm fine:D
thanks hiadi too.

stayed back for CCA, and then i already finished the designs!
just that now got to go look at the costs and have the rough estimates for the total costs.
jubilate coming soon. but two days long ):

had napfa today,
very tiring.
but then finally no more 2.4!

thursday is labour day.
yes! no school.

/i can sting like a bee

Hello:D
just got back from camp, and so its tiring!
i came home and bathed STRAIGHT AWAY.
i felt damn dirty siol.
kept bathing in the sink for the past few days.

camp was funfun.
despite all the problems and etc.
but oh wells!
took a group picture with andrew, and then campfire was fun lahs:D
dance like mad people.
and the pop pop pop!
HAHAHAHA:D

i miss home, and i sleep so much.
LOL.
ytd went home and talked to hun on the phone:D
hahahaha i was damn tired ytd, so couldn't talk long :/
yes, i think i'm weird.
i love yam yam biscuit:D
i want to buy some more!
i miss junk food yes yes yes alot.
but that means growing much fatter.
nevermind lahs!
i want to eat.

i'm sleepy again!

/to put it nicely, i hope you choke.

sigh, i am such a motherf.
i hate myself.
and i hate blank.

so irritating, give me the fken face.
ef you lahs.
tmr is school, i'm kinda/not really looking forward to it.
sigh, i shall not be quiet in school
i shall talk to hiadi, and a few others.
i want hugs on monday, many hugs.

going to meet h, thats good.
my head's a whirlwind.
i need an imaginary friend.
hi, bob.

beech.

/mmr, mmr2.

i rather stay home and not go to school.
school is hell, except for recess.
today squeezed onto the tiny table. but i kind of miss last year.
yes i do, i dont know why either.
anyway, i'm tired of everything else.
tired of mmr, mmr2.

/ everything's changing.

/

everything has changed, including me.
i do not feel the same about anything anymore.
sometimes i just rather sit alone.
its alright, i'll just get used to it.
i'll live.

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?
You made yourself look perfect in everyway
So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed
Your plan is working so you can just walk away

happy thirteenth:D

/breathe me life, you know i need it.

today is thirteenth:D
love you fyfyfyfyfy:) :)
kiss kiss kisss
ps: now i'm done with my post:)

these few days have been horrid, terrible.
i spend my night tossing and turning.
memories just got a hold of me.
slowly fell asleep.
ytd, went for dinner at sch.
we got to eat buffet!
but had no mood at first, but then aft talking to fel fel fel, then i felt so much better:D
went home, then the whole routine starts again.
sigh, sometimes i wish things stayed the same.
everyone goes through a rough time now and then.


kim!
went for lunch with kim&brian, then aft, went back home to study.


fel fel fel:D


wenyi:D

Looking through some of my old photos, i start to miss so many things.



yenyeee.

the cute yenyee never fails to cheer me up!
i shall be happy from now on!

/close my eyes to your gaze

sigh, i think i'm hopeless.
sweetone got problem at sch again,
and i'm not helping.
but i'm sorry, i dont know why but i felt damn moody today.
i'm just sensitive, but thats how i am.
its like that, expectations are falling.
i just dont think i can hold myself together anymore.

i can't find excuses for myself to believe things anymore.
i just feel as though i should just give up on myself, and keep looking straight.
i'm feeling super no mood.

sch sucks.
i hate having to face so-and-so now.
so horribly terrible.
i see such hypocrites, and then i just cant help but feel bad.
i hate being with such liars.
you miss something cos its gone.
cos there's nothing left to replace that.
fine, anything.
i think i'll just clam up like a shell, and stfu.
thanks xiongdi for cheering me up and always asking me not to be sad, and our secret handshakes.
thankyouthankyou.
lets do the handshakes every morning!

i look forward to school tomorrow, although there's oral, but i cant wait to see xiongdi men.
that's all to look forward to.
love you guys so.

break me open,
tear me down into pieces

/cry me a river

on fri, sch was finee.
then aft sch went to meet hun!
cook for me to eat:)
playplayplay!
hahahaha.

then today very bored :/
miss hun many many many ):