Forever

Today was a good day, me and b are okay now:D Yay, i'm happy. But sigh, i feel as if i am such a big burden to b. I still love you a whole lot!:D Anyway, today aft sch, went to town with xy! Got my max&more. When into vintage, xy went nuts. Okay, going back there really soon:D And the LV dress was damn cute! Anyway, enough with shopping.

I want care bear. Anyone want to buy for me the orange care bear!:D Today found out loads of things. So cool, anyway, i love teeter boy!:D Hell cute lah! Originated from yq. And please teachers, does teeter boy look vulgar. Please, it looks more like an egg. So dont know why the teacher want to scold her. Please, teeter boy is harmless. I feel like drawing teeter girl. LOL:D Okay i shall draw!





Anyway, i still think teeter boy is cute. Originated from maths. Wow, the wonders of boredom! Yq is super creative lah:D I want to see b really soon. I miss you! ): Off to tuition, bye!:D

I'm leaving, never to come back again

Went to school today. Felt very weak in the morning. During SS, felt kind of bored. Didn't want to go to sch actually, but sch turned out to be fun:D Then all of a sudden, Mr. tan started to talk about his NS times. He say the people there come from all different backgrounds and they have 'sexual desires'. Then he say that he has friends who used to talk about things that are very degrading to women. Then aft that he talk about parachuting. He say that people parachute then lanbd on tampines expressway, rofl. The only army stories i've heard of are the ones that have ghosts in it. LOL.

I love b to death, i cannot live without him. Dont make me forget because you know i can't.

Anyway, on a happier note, i'm feeling alot better today. Still sick, but not so bad. Something funny happened during SS/ Mr tan was talking about how he wants to be a business man and own many shops. Then this is what happened.

Mr Tan: "One day, you all will see me in the malls"
Esther: " The mosque!?!

Chinese free period was really fun. Nic, xy and I were laughing at funny stuffs in the magazines. In lime, there was this section were it said: 7 ways to annoy passengers. And my favourite line was:

Start doing the kallang roar and get everyone to join in
Lame, and whats the kallang roar! Anw, aft sch went to hub with twin, and cabbed home. Feels great to be home.




Helped yenyee tied plaits. I feel happy, i want to stay like this! Tomorrow another day of school, i'm looking forward to it. Bye!:D

You think you're loving, but you dont love me

Limin Hahaha okay, how come i dont see you online! :0
Samantha Thanks:D Cant wait for you to come back! When you coming?
aishyn Thanks:D Sry today didn't go to your sch, fell sick! How was napfa?
Denise Yes i did! I look younger right, LOL. I miss having dinner with you lah ):
Centaine ;D Okay, linked you alr:D

I've fallen sick today ): So didn't go to school. Finally, went to the doctors, and got my medicine. Have to take 3 tabs 2 times a day ): Got MC, so not sure if tmr i will go to school :/ Stayed home and sleep. Thank you all those who msged me to get better:D Went to thomson to get lunch. I can't walk fast either. Sigh, weak. Hope b did good for match!:D Still want to go to town to get stuff. But now sick so cant :/ National day is coming!:D And olympics. Playing paintball on the 9th:D Weeee! Can't wait, never play before! B invited me to eat buffet, hope i can go! Alot of things coming up. I'm happy:D

Cos when i was younger i would say,
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star,
I wanna be in movies

Time is waiting

Went to town with daphne ytd!:D Didnt meet helena, jh and grace cos they were at bugis. Had alot of fun, watched teenage icon, no comment!:/ wonder who would get into semi finals. LOL. Daphne bought her billabong backpack! Hahahaha. Trained back with daphne:D
Peektures






Today went for RCIC, it was abit boring cos the little children didn't respond to us! ): Alright, looking forward to next week's lesson!:D All the crazy children. Hope brandon wont ask me to tell me exorcist stories already. HAHAHA.





RCIC is really hell fun with them:D Can't wait for next week!:D Seeing b tmr, watching match! he's passing me my black book. And then now he's stuck on maple story again. What happened to dota, cabal, or whatever is it! LOL. Kill mushrooms!:D Hope he's awake already. Anyway, off to church now. Bye!:D

Life's a blast

Fell sick today :/ Not again. And then after sch, went with daphne. Ate prata sausage, and bubbletea. Went to thomson plaza, she went to do her hair! Then i went home, hope to be able to go town later to meet twin and twin's bf!:D When i was outside, ran all the way back home cos i was scared of weird people. Then got this 2 boys say, "Jiayou jiayou! Run faster!" Walao -.- then i stopped running. Came home and yenyee was at the door and grandma was outside waiting for me!:D

I tell you, next time one day yenyee will become a model. She so young already can pose seh:D




Hahaha if next time she be model, i be her agent:D Hahahaha! She's super cute lah:D Today b having a party. So maybe cant talk tonight :/ I'm falling sick so easily. Sigh, and i dont tell you i fall sick cos i want you to care abt me lah ): I tell you also you still the same. I wish you really care for me ah! But oh wells, and you know, i've got something to tell you! Anyways, tomorrow will be a a good day:D Yipee yay!:D:D:D:D:D Bye!

I dont want to fight, i'm tired of being sorry

Yesterday after maths went to meet b and then went home late. I was so scared in the cab. Seriously, i had 999 on my phone screen! You know why, cos the driver was a cheekopek, and he went the wrong way. Tell him to turn at the next one he anyhow turn. Anyway, got home late. 7 plus. Rushed to tuition. And I enjoy learning point:D

This morning, woke up feeling really sleepy. Msged b. And then off for recess:D Aft sch, went with twin to eat:D Yay, it was fun, and then off back home. Going for maths later ): And i'm so tired. Not sure if b will wait for me to get home. I hope so!

Anyway, nothing much happened today, but i'm feeling abit sad. Sigh, going to town tomorrow i think! Anyone want to accompany me? Dont want to play dian deng pao alone! So anyway, i'm off, bye!:D
Only took 1 picture, from limin:D



Who are you,
Why is it that sometimes you feel like stranger,
Stay close,
Please dont go.

The lock on the door has changed

Just got back from school. Was fun at school. People ask me why i cut bangs, cos they say i look better with my previous fringe. Okay, so i'll wait for it to grow back, becos my previous fringe was fugly. So yep, I will wait. See if i can manage my bangs first or not. I guess i look my age now. Small girl, small girl. After school i had to go for chemistry remedial, and xy was the only one that didn't go! D: So anyway, I'm home now, and feeling abit tired. People say yq and I look alike, HAHAHA. Until limin sends me the photos, i dont have the ones we took during recess. It was so funny. Tomorrow will be a good day:D

Old pictures from aust. Finally got it.





Yes, and so, didn't meet b after school becos he said he had no mood. Alright then, its okay, dont want to talk about it. Just felt abit sad and upset lah, but i mean, oh well. Just forget about it right. I'm going to stay happy. I'll see him another time. Really felt very upset cos i was looking forward to seeing him. Aiyoh, i already said dont talk about it and i'm still talking about it. Really very tired already.

Yes, and so, i lost my appetite. Didn't eat lunch oh well, lose weight. I want to go out soon. Picnics:D And yes i am happy again. Goodbye!:D

:)

Ytd was feeling rather down, but today i'm feeling a whole lot better:D I look forward to school everyday:D I've learnt a method to keep me happy. Face your troubles with a big smile, no matter how hard it is. Even though things have changed, they'll soon the be same again:D Thanks alot alot alot b for making me laugh yesterday. I feel so blessed having you around:) You cheered me up alot, thanks, ily:D

Today after school went to cut hair. And i cut bangs. LOL. Me and yq become twins already! LOL. Yq say tmr help her make her fringe like mine. Hohohos:) Tmr will be a better day! Going to b's school tmr, but i really dont want to go alone ): So hopefully got people want to accompany me! Talking to b tonight:) Yippe yay, tomorrow will be a better day!:D

EXCLUDE ME FROM YOUR LIFE PLEASE, I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT. I HATE IT, PLEASE EVERYONE, JUST GO AWAY. NO ONE CARES ANYWAY. GOODBYE. I DONT NEED YOU PLEASE I JUST WANT TO RUNAWAY PLEASE SOME ONE SAVE ME, I AM SUCH A LONER.

Leavin'

Woke up at 7 plus this morning becos of daddy, he had to go for golf. Going for church later, yipee:D Going to teach little children about god, HA HA. I have to talk too. Going at 930 to discuss lesson plan, and then little kiddies come in at 10. Hope that i'll be able to take pictures with little kiddies. Well, actually, i just hope that they're friendly!:D

Ytd fell asleep before b did. He was playing his psp D: So didn't talk long. And i hope to see b soon! Maths test was alright, thanks to jingyang's teaching! Hahahaha i like sitting next to tian cai. If i do well, then can see b more often! B's birthday is on the 29th October, Wednesday! Yay, i want to celebrate:D After his birthday, then its olevel chinese, 5th November, next wednesday ): Hur, anyway, still wanna celebrate b's birthday:D

And just now was jumping from one blog to another. So many people are sad, seriously. I see them just like wishing for the past. I mean, dont be sad, there are so many things to be happy about! Like, happy things:D Can't think of any right now, but i'm sure there are many happy things! National day coming, and so is the olympics:D I dont know why, but i'm actually quite excited to see the olympics:)

Have you seen the NDP mv? :/ Um, hahahaha its different. No comment really. But i think the newspaper man is really poor thing ): and the little girl who keeps colouring her drawing block red is kinda cute:D Nathaniel ho is in the vid with some girl, dont know who that is, never seen her before. But she looks alot younger than him. So hmmm. The song is slower. I think the song that most people know how to sing is stand up for singapore LOL.



That's the video, alright, i'm off:D Bye! Updates later.

Love me for me

Today, woke up for tuition :/ Feeling abit sleepy ): But going out for lunch with grandma&uncle! Ytd, met b, lz, and jer. Couldn't stay till 9 as promised, cos grandma wanted to eat with me. Sorry i disappointed you b D:
Yesterday stayed up thinking about many things. And i thought i through. Imagine life without having you in it. I can't. Your birthday is coming soon! Let's get you a birthday cake this time alright. Get you a digimon one:D Sometimes there will be things that you won't understand, but lets just focus on the present. I remember you said that you don't think about the future you just think about the present. I'm glad you've learnt something from me, i think! I'm sorry for all the constant disappointment. But thank you for always forgiving me. I hope that you're studying hard. I've yet to pass you your econs book, so remind me to pass it to you. I want you to be happy, no matter what you're doing. Thanks for being so sweet, ily always.

I've learnt to have faith and place trust in god. I thought that everything fell apart, i felt that we would never talk again. But i guess that isn't true. I feel that now everything that matters is what is in the present. As long as your heart is full, what is there to be sad about. Thank you daphne, for not having forgotten about me. Sometimes I really do miss sec.2 times, because it seemed much simpler then. Yes, i miss the haircuts, shopping, hubs, bubbleteas and walking around. I have yet to write your letter, but i'll write it when i can. I know someday, everything will be fine again. Drifting apart, well, lets try to be close the gap and not drift so far away, because i still hope that times will be the same. Maybe its wishful thinking, but its a hope.

Live life to the fullest. Don't regret. Thank you b for always being there to listen, hiadi for being the leaning shoulder, xy for listening out to me and letting me bully you, daphne for not forgetting me and listening to me complaint, many others too. Thank you for just being there.

I'm not sad/emo, i just finally managed to say all that i've always forgotten to say,
Goodbye <3

Tomorrow will be a better day

Today was actually a pretty good day. Had my LC, and then recess and everything. Didn't meet b today ): Cos he went to pick tino up. Yes, and I have letters to write. Wanna get alot of stuff, but then really have no time to get them. Whoo ): Anw, b scored 7 goals in the soccer thingo, yipee:D

I need to start being who i am again, becos its easier that way. Yes, i've been through alot to realise that. And i'm through with it. Whatever comes, comes. Take it in your stride and move on:D Upload pictures later, i've got no time now. Time to go off, Bye!:D

I want to run, but only far enough so that you'll miss me

Today, went to sch, saw hiadi, i felt happy:D Jingyang is a good math teacher:D Aft sch, went to b's sch:D Watch the matches, and then met cf, anna, vic, and many more. Cannot remember! I saw b play:) Nat couldn't come. Anw, went to 'eat' with b, lz, ting, derek. B was super nice, and walked me to the 'taxi stand'!

I feel sad, kind of. I miss the old times, but I think its time to forget about it completely. Whats done is done, there's nothing left.

Osim

Today was not a good day D: I started cussing in the morning ): Anw, it was fun:D Osim triathalon. Didnt get all the pictures, so this is all i have, so far. Hahaha. I wish b could have come today ): But anyway, meeting him tomorrow! Yipeee:D I cant wait!
Will upload more photos later. Its super funny, seriously. Photos from long ago, xy is weird:F I made her put her belt super high:D Photos are way too big to post ):
On saturday, mummy&daddy went to pick durian ._.

It was really funny:D Anw, school tomorrow. More pictures soon, i'm lazy to post now! Nights!

I'm gonna say i love you in the best way i can

Happy sixteenth hun:D
One month passed so fast! You were super sweet ytd:) I have a present for you! Will pass it to you soon:) I LOVE YOU:D

Doing CIP tomorrow, will update more tomorrow:)

Your love is just a lie

Sick today, so didn't go to school. But going tomorrow. Hope that everything is okay in school. Didn't meet lip today cos he had extra math class. So anw, i'm watching the ellen show on star world. Its so funny, cos she was talking about high school proms. And she said that people should all follow their dreams, and said that she'll be a great guidance counsellor. It was so funny. On finding a job
High school kid:I love numbers, but yet i love working with old people.
Ellen:So be a bingo-caller.

I want to go walking. Doesn't matter where, just feel like going to walk D: Tomorrow is chinese olevel oral, i'm really scared. Because i dont want to screw it up. Pray, pray. Seeing b on friday:D Yay. Tests, i've got to study for them. Term 3, term 3. Sigh, work hard, work hard.

I'll make it right this time around

I was feeling very happy ytd, when B called:) First time talked for so long in ages. I remember happy times, and everything else. I was feeling very happy this morning. Aft chinese tuition, went to parkway for lunch. On the trip back, i was thinking. Just thinking. I realise everything changes. What people say, it doesn't always stay the same. You can say something, and then within a month everything changes. And so, just find it very. I dont know. Anyway, I'll always remember, hold the friends close, hold those important ones close. Forget about everything else. I thank god for many things. I thank god for having b, yq,daph, xy, jh, hele, feely fel, dong dong, my friends sitting around me, church stnics , my family & others.

I feel happy around them. Simple things are also fun. Church is fun with krys chng francine and long. Krys and i were looking out for XX. Omg, then we started laughing. So stupid, toad boy. LOL. Still sick. Still coughing ): Tmr going back to school. I'm excited. For some weird reason, excited to see everyone!:D I want to meet b soon :) But when i've stopped coughing that is. I hope i dont pass my germs to other people. I should start wearing a mask. Yes, so that has been enough for many other things i wanted to write, but i've forgotten.

Forget the past, make the best out of the present.

Rise- Will Dailey
Listen:D Its really nice.

Dont it feel like there's something wrong with his kiss tonight

Its the 2 day since hearing b's voice. He ignore me )))))))))): Dont already lah after you become old man! Old man old man. Grow up slower lah. I'm feeling so much better now, thanks for all the 'get-well-soons' :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Hope i will stop coughing soon! Going for church, then daddy was so funny. Ytd he bought L the movie. Then after that he say that he want to go to j8 buy all the popcorn, nachos and hotdogs bring home have our own 'home' movie. HAHAHAHAHAHA omg. So funny. We should be watching by 7.30:D Wooo 7.30 movie! There are so many things i want to do during the september holidays! Swimming, sentosa, bugis, and alot of other things:D Aft i practice bowling i trash you! So i need to work hard for this term! Sitting next to jingyang helps:D I hope i'll do alright for oral D: Alright then, off to church! Bye!

Sick.

Yesterday, fell sick again D: And then this morning threw up 4 times. Sigh, feeling so horrible now. Still have tuition later at 11.30. Didn't talk to b ytd D: D: I miss b ): Hope tonight can. Anw, i need to shower now. Bye!

Better In Time

Wednesday
Ate KFC with Xy and Esther. Omg, Xy was so embarrassing. She started acting funny till everyone stared at us okay D: Oh well, then after that went home to get ready for tuition.

Today i fell sick, went home early. Left early cos i was really sick. I have to drink water, cos i dont want to be sick for chinese oral. Cabbed home, b accompanied me on the phone, thanks:D I love b! And mummy called. Went home grandma made me drink some horrible drink. It was some herbal tea i think! Omg, it was so gross. The taste was bitter and then sweet and then bitter again. It makes me cringe. Came home, slept, and then having dinner now. Watched ellen just now:D I love ellen.



Okay, bye!

The only thing that doesn't change, is change itself.

Today, i played soccer with little children:D Hahaha, it was really cute, actually! I managed to save a goal! Korkor and jerriex were with me too! At first ting ting was super nice and treated us to have lunch and ice cream! Yipeee. It was really fun. It feels good to have nothing to worry about anymore:D Call yq, to make sure she was okay! I was worried!

Yq is sad D: Everything has changed, i suppose. Nothing remains the same. I will buy you fish balls! So please dont be sad anymore! I do like my place, with tian cai on the side. Hohos. LOL. Anw. I hope korkor will like the drawing:D I'm sleepy, bye!